In process of making others happy, we tend to loose ourselves. We say we feel happy to make others happy, but why we lose ourselves then? Very simple, first expectations and other is selfish motive.
Remember simple rule, do whatever makes you happy, but do not expect nor hold selfish motive, as at the end you will be at loss. Else don’t do it at all. Call is yours, remember to always love your-self and not hurt your soul. If you will hurt your soul, it means you are hurting God’s creation… Decide your move and be the master of your own feelings!!!